Showing posts with label weight loss. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weight loss. Show all posts

Friday, March 21, 2014

carpe diem


Yes, that's me,
wearing my "Unchained" kickstarter-reward
T-shirt,
at Butterducks Winery earlier this month.
Lookin' pretty svelte,
right?
Ah, the funhouse magic of mirrored surfaces,
either squashing you down and expanding your middle, or lengthening your stance and slimming you up!


I cannot seem to get this image out of my mind.


You see, it jibes quite well with the image of me I carry around in my head all the time. Yes, indeed, that's me at 18 years old, ready to take on the world and sail the seven seas!
But that hasn't been my physical self for better than... well, let's say half my life, shall we? Possibly a bit longer.
Sure, sure, I had lost weight before I went on my Italian avventura in May of 2012, but then I gained it back. Almost all of it, too.
Not the first time I've done that.
So, last Thursday, I heard a commercial: free registration at Weight Watchers until May something-or-other.
That might be a good idea. I know I should have an annual exam coming up in the near future and I know my quantity of pounds will probably dominate the conversation. Maybe I should plan a pre-emptive strike, surprise the doctor.
Maybe I should.
Oh, that sounds like a plan destined to never happen.
Maybe? Should?
Fine.
So I checked out the meeting times. Hey, what do you know? There's one at 6:00 pm - I could go to that. Then again, the one on Mondays at 11:00 AM will fit in better with my schedule. That's at a decent time, too. I'll go ahead and register for that one. If I register online, that'll make sure I go to it.
Hell's belles, why not register for the one at 6:00 pm and go to it. I could still be home in plenty of time for "The Big Bang Theory"...
And that is exactly what I did.
And last night, before my "steak dinner", I weighed in at my meeting.
Seven pounds gone already.
What a different Spring Break I've had this year, traveling to a virtual space in me, instead of a physical place for me. Neither destination is new to me, but this space has proven the less costly destination as well as having the probability of being better for my head.
Keep that image to the forefront, girl.

Monday, July 2, 2012

compliments from odd places

Last Thursday, I was talking care of errands prior to my weekend trip.

Stitch up the placket on my new purple and lime and chocolate blouse from Italy. The lovely ruffles cannot hide the gap caused by the curvature of my bosom, revealing my chocolate bra when it should remain hidden.
Done!
I'll wear it on Saturday at the workshop!

Wash clothes, including newly stitched blouse.
Done!
Plenty of clean clothes for the trip, and after!

Get manicure. Get my first manicure EVER.
Done!
The manicurist couldn't believe it was my very first one. She also couldn't believe I only wanted clear coat on the nails and not any color. But hey, I was the customer, and the customer is always right, right? Absolutely!
And now my nails, my naturally white-tipped nails, are all the same length and almost distract me from typing. Wild!

Drop off wedding gown at the dry cleaners to see if it can be salvaged.
Done!
The dress had been out in the shed and had "age spots" on it, especially noticeable on the high-low, creamy, peau satin skirt of the gown. I know exactly what the material is because I made the gown twenty years ago. It was the last thing I ever sewed. Long story.
The young woman at the counter called the owner over to look at the damage and assess whether it could be removed. The woman handled the fabric, noticing that there were no tags. 'Was it custom made?'
'Yes, it was. I made it myself.'
Incredulous, admiring looks, at the dress, at me. 'And what kind of fabric is it? Is there any silk?'
'No, ma'am, no silk at all. That fabric is too difficult to sew. The dress is satin and lace and pearl buttons, with the skirt being peau satin.'
'Beautiful work', she told me. 'We can't promise we'll be able to get all of the spots out, but we'll try. It's going to take a few weeks, because it has to be done in stages. Is that going to be okay?'
'Oh, yes, that will be fine. Just let me know when it's done.'
'We'll take good care of it. You really did beautiful work on it.'
So, I thanked her and left, amazed that this stranger had made such a point of complimenting me on my work as a seamstress. Lately, I find myself looking at fabric. I've even opened up my mother's sewing machine to figure out how to thread it, as every maker likes a slightly different path from the spool to the needle.
Amazing!

Then I went to the Jepson for moon pies and mini corndogs and popcorn, with NeHi sodas and RC Cola to wash down the repast. This was the reception for the new exhibit featuring the works of a Georgia artist, the late Reverend Howard Finster. Of course, not ALL of his works are there - the man had created almost 50,000 pieces, with about 40,000 completed in the last 16 years of his life. I've never owned any, but I do admire his cheetahs.
After the reception, I watched a rock-umentary titled "Athens, GA Inside/Out", filmed in 1987. Mr Finster was present there, also, as were musicians still with us today (R.E.M. and Love Tractor) and those that faded shortly after the filming (Time Toy and Flat Duo Jets). It was so nice to share that experience with the Portuguese (Mike Rendeiro) and other friends!
All in all, a fabulous day and evening!

So, that was last Thursday.

Today, I had gone to the Jepson to visit the art works of the Reverend Howard Finster, as the display will only be available for another two or so weeks. I went there to distract myself from disturbing events of this morning, events still hurtful and alarming, but soon to be rectified.
Instead of the newly featured works, however, I found myself captured by the Science and Technology exhibit. Seriously. Well, actually, anyone who knows me at all knows what a science nerd I am, so I guess my attraction to this display was to be expected. After all, not only did it feature light and imagery, but also the "school of fish" live painting (originated in 1986 by Reynolds and presently the work of Shiffman from 2004). And the electric fish were making paintings of ME. From wherever I stood in the room. Honestly, I think I could have played with it for hours! But if I had, I would have not seen any of Finster's religious works of art.

As it was, I only had about thirty minutes to do a brisk sweep of the hall containing the Finster exhibit. I'll have to plan on returning for a more leisurely stroll in the rooms devoted to it.
So, afterward, I spent an hour in Telfair Square, admiring the arch of the trees toward the clear blue sky. Admiring the robins and bluejays and grackles which fluttered to peck at the ground near where I sat. Soaking in the warmth in the cool shade. Talking to my first niece, sharing my day.
Then, off to the coffeehouse to look for supper. Why there? Well, in truth, I did go by another coffeehouse earlier, thinking I might join the philosophy group for tonight's discussion of happiness. But, that was not to be for me. Too many cars, not enough room for my compact. So, off to the one at the foot of Forsyth, to check out the Oklahoma songstress. Nice aubergine sandwich, too. And my lovely blue-sky cousin called! She had received the "thinking of you" package and wanted to share her happiness with me. Yea!!!
After the phone call, I left to join the Liquor Posse at one of their trivia haunts. But the joint was too crowded, as was the table, so I said my hellos and goodbyes and departed, with plans to see them on First Thursday.
Then I did a bit of grocery shopping, as I needed milk. The soymilk I have will be thrown out. Much as I like the taste, it makes me overly emotional, so it must go. So I bought my Lactaid and my almond milk and a few other odd bits, like raspberries and celery and Vidalia onions, and took my purchases up to the one register still open.
And the young woman at the register says, 'You've lost a lot of weight! You look good!'
I don't know how she could really tell, as I was wearing my loose green dress. But I responded with 'Yes, I have. I've lost fifty pounds.'
'I can tell', she says, 'I can see it in your face.'
But of course, I thought, I see it there, too. 'Thank you', I said to her.
'I sure can tell', she said again. 'I just don't recall how I know you.'
'You look familiar to me, too', I told her, checking her badge to see if I recognized her name. Nope. So I rattled off a short list of places we might have in common. Church? School? Baseball? Nope.
'Well, you keep doing what you;re doing', she told me. 'You look good.'
Thank you, thank so much!

I'm curious what my doc will say tomorrow morning at my yearly check-up.